reflection

for the past few weeks i have been troubled by one question...

"why do i...?"

and if you ask me now, i still wont be able to give an answer.
perhaps, that is the answer all along. it could be that i never did.

...and so this ends another chapter in my life. another one for the books. the stands are empty, the helmets are off, the equipment has been kept, the game ball has been taken home, and i am left standing on the 50yard line.

im done playing football.